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*NichiTsukinoko

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In my field of paper flowers

Journal Entry: Thu May 24, 2012, 10:27 PM
I found out that a friend of mine died today.

He was an old man. In his late 80's or early 90's. I never really asked for an exact age.  I was taught that was rude to do so. But that's not the point, I suppose.

I suppose as far as end's go, this is the best anyone could hope for, right? His wife and kids and grand-kids and stuff were all there with him.  They've been there for the last month or so, because he needed more care than his wife could supply I guess.  So he wasn't alone or lonely.   It wasn't painful or violent.  That's as good as it get's right?

Then why does it hurt so much?  I guess it's because I didn't know what was going on.  I mean sure he'd been quieter more and more.  And absent from church more often than not.  But everyone said that he just wasn't feeling so well.

NO ONE TOLD ME HE HAD DEMENTIA AND THAT IT WAS QUICKLY GETTING WORSE!

I didn't get to say good bye.

He was such a wonderful sweet old guy. He would always greet me and say "Hey Honey, how are you?" and I would say "fine, how are you?" and he would say  "Never felt better and had less!"  He would always ask if I was taking care of "that husband of yours".   He had such a wonderful sense of humor and sweet personality.

And all the time his mind was ever more quickly abandoning him.  Life really isn't fair sometimes.

I'm not sad for him so much. He's escaped. He's someplace where he gets to be whole again now.  And his whole family was there to see him off.  I'm just so going to miss him.  


Never felt better and had less.

  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Imaginary (Purple Skies)-Evanescence
  • Watching: Ghost Hunters: Grant's Last Episodes
  • Drinking: Coaco

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*NichiTsukinoko
Nichi
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As a starving artist, I can't actually afford the hair I'm wearing in this picture. It's my own hair + extensions.

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Personal Quote: We're good and lost now. You have to be lost to find the places what can't be found. Else wise everyone would know T'where it is.
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*Jessisima 2 days ago  Professional General Artist
Thanks for favoriting my Last Unicorn Book Cover :)

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*NichiTsukinoko 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You're welcome. Thank you for loving the last unicorn enough to make a book cover!

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=Reixma 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Name change is your name I take it...

Nice name you have there! ^_^ :huggle:

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*NichiTsukinoko 6 days ago  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Well it's sort of my name. Nichi is my nick-name. NichiTsukinoko is what all my customs are under. :p

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=Reixma 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I have seen a lot of people change their names to match other accounts elsewhere, businesses or to be seen as more professional. It's nice to see how people evolve!

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*NichiTsukinoko 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
true!

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Thanks for faving"Flames of Fear":icondaawplz::icondancekittyplz:

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*NichiTsukinoko May 12, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Oh you are welcome! I love it!

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She's done I hope she turned out to your approval :D
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*NichiTsukinoko May 12, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Oh I love it! LoveLoveLoveLoveLove!!!!

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